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1. Big Feelings (PART ONE)

 


1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak. 

 

1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak. 

 

1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak.

 

1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak. 

 

1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak. 

 

1. Big Feelings I’ve always had to apologise for my big feelings. I’ve always had to contain my excitement, contain my sadness, stop myself exploding. Exploding — and then apologising for being so angry, for kicking out or hurting — metaphorically, instantly, mostly myself. Containment. For being so happy I can’t stop crying. I can’t contain the happiness — I’m like I’m free, then suddenly deflated, sadness dribbling out of me like a water balloon with a slow leak.

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